Hello Folks,
Thanks for coming back to my blog.I decided to write a new entry to my blog. I am still working with Amrita E-Learning research labs and staying in Amma's ashram.Work is OK. Sadhana is OK. Getting familiar with this routine.Sleep,Wakeup,Sadhana,Bathroom activities,Eat,Dress up, go for work,Work, eat,Work come back to the room, if Amma present in ashram ---> Bhajans ,eat ,bathroom and sleep.I have kind of figured out what is happening here. Remember my previous blog about 2 energies ? That is exactly what is happening here.When we are with Amma, the divine energy associated with Amma is present. But when she leaves she takes that energy with her.But since we are still not self -realized souls, we think that amma has left the ashram physically . But she is present in the ashram on other dimensions, which we unfortunately cannot see ,because we are locked in 2 or 3 dimensional states.I am not enlightened,but im striving for enlightenment.I think when we attain enlightenment,these other dimensions open up for us.I dont know what else to say , but im beginning to understand that surrendering to amma is a very tough task indeed. It is not just giving up your ego, but everything associated with it. Your thoughts, your actions, your ideas everything. That is true surrender. I think that surrender will not come unless amma wants it.Everything is gods grace. Ammas grace.
Thanks for coming back to my blog.I decided to write a new entry to my blog. I am still working with Amrita E-Learning research labs and staying in Amma's ashram.Work is OK. Sadhana is OK. Getting familiar with this routine.Sleep,Wakeup,Sadhana,Bathroom activities,Eat,Dress up, go for work,Work, eat,Work come back to the room, if Amma present in ashram ---> Bhajans ,eat ,bathroom and sleep.I have kind of figured out what is happening here. Remember my previous blog about 2 energies ? That is exactly what is happening here.When we are with Amma, the divine energy associated with Amma is present. But when she leaves she takes that energy with her.But since we are still not self -realized souls, we think that amma has left the ashram physically . But she is present in the ashram on other dimensions, which we unfortunately cannot see ,because we are locked in 2 or 3 dimensional states.I am not enlightened,but im striving for enlightenment.I think when we attain enlightenment,these other dimensions open up for us.I dont know what else to say , but im beginning to understand that surrendering to amma is a very tough task indeed. It is not just giving up your ego, but everything associated with it. Your thoughts, your actions, your ideas everything. That is true surrender. I think that surrender will not come unless amma wants it.Everything is gods grace. Ammas grace.
