Whats a better job than being a food critic?

Hi once again.I would love to be a food critic.I think thats the best job u could have.Im vegetarian, so I might not become a food critic , but no I will still try it. No meat, fish or eggs. Dairy is ok.But what will make u a food critic? For one, i was reading on the internet, you might need a bachelors degree in hotel management or journalism. I dont think thats possible.But im not giving up.I will still pursue the field , just to see if I can make it. I am beginning to think that this is my ego rambling on some stuff. I think it takes a lot of hard work and patience to become good at whatever you do . I am going to bangalore in a couple of weeks. I wiouldnt think about this there.When I go to bangalore , it is mostly eat,drink ,sleep.Yes then there is tv too so I watch that for entertainment purposes.I have to lose a ton of weight, otherwise my health is at stake.So I will do some exersices to get me back into shape.Losing weight has become my top priority as I am already morbidly obese.Time for me to work out.I dont think im exercising enough right now . I have to start walking , slowly adding more exercises so that I get fit.I am just writing down whatever comes to my mind. My mind is not focussed.I think this is the problem. It just rambles on regarding something or the other.No coherent thought process,no rational thoughts .Just do whatever it thinks about. But I will not stop.I will continue writing this mumbo-jumbo until it is emptied of any thought.That is when divine light will dawn.

All that glitters is not gold

Welcome, welcome to my blog. I think that I'm getting carried away with the power of expression. Nothing in this world can be compared to self-realization. This is because self-realization is something that is a unique phenomenon. Once you achieve that, your life is complete.But what I have to do to achieve self-realization is to surrender to my guru. I was discussing this with my friend , a brahmachari. What he said was very interesting . He said , if you are able to surrender 100% , then you are self-realized.I was contemplating this statement. What he said is true. If u surrender 100%, then, u dont have an ego. Ego is your creation. The  mind,body and soul which is keeping you sleep from reality . How many of us see the true reality . Nobody , except Amma.Whatever I do , Amma says surrender it to me . So if you are doing work, just think its for amma and do it. Just make a resolve that whatever you do, do it for Amma. This will help you when you surrender your work to amma. This is also the case with other activities . If you are going to eat , then just think that Amma has given you this food , so pray and eat it . This way you will think you are eating food blessed by Amma. This way you will not only have amma always in your thoughts , but you willl also be living a life of purity. Becoming a sincere,honest devotee is not easy .But thats the start to surrendering your life to Amma.