The creator and creation is one and the same

Hello audience, how's it going? Thought about writing an entry to my blog. I'm going to go for a walk, before I have my bath and retire to bed. There is a comfort zone for everyone and they will work on it when it is in that zone. I am talking about any activity done by people. I, for instance will walk for 45 minutes, at a comfortable pace. If the pace is quickened, walking becomes a strenuous activity, something that is not enjoyed. Similarly, everyone can relate to their activities,they perform. There is a fine line between enjoyment and pushing yourself. Professional athletes tend to keep pushing boundaries to excel. I'm not an athlete and don't have any plans on pushing myself.

Another one bites the dust

Hello readers, how are you doing? I'm OK, just relaxing after a weekend of travelling. Today was a holiday as a result of the hartal(strike). Tomorrow is Tuesday, which means plate washing seva (love it). I'm realizing that there is nothing insignificant when it comes to spirituality. For instance, I wanted to go for a walk . But it started raining. So this was a sign that I shouldn't walk. So I have to interpret everything as a spiritual event. I am still growing in spirituality. Everything happens for a reason. There is nothing that is coincidental. I've had this blog for quite a while now. The blog helps me post my thoughts and I don't see any change from my thoughts from years ago.

Om namah shivaya

How are things going on?this is my entry after quite a while. Tomorrow is amma's birthday and the Ashram is packed. I have a Seva to do.plate washing seva burns up a lot of my karma, which makes me feel good. I don't know if I have a lot of frustration inside me that needs to come out. My friend told me that he feels good after journalling his thoughts. I haven't felt like that until now. I don't know if I will also feel better if I do the same. I wonder at times if I have taken the right decision to come to the ashram. But one thing I know for sure is that I'm better off now than if I was at Bangalore. I feel that by living in proximity to a satguru you benefit immensely.

Whats up folks?

I am still figuring out what to do now. I am in bangalore to see my pscyhiatrist and will be meeting him this week. I have to  get help from my friends before I am able to do what I want to do . Im interested in tv now , enjoying movies. I still think Amma has an ace up her sleeve for me. I am 100% sure about that. She is visiting bangalore in 2 days and I will be going to see her . Maybe not for darshan but to get dinner. Yummy dinner...plus watch Amma. What else is important for me  , I clearly do not know. I have realized that I have been rude with my friend and I have to get back in talking terms with him . thats it from me , dude. peace,chill and relax.