Today I am writing a new entry in my blog. I havent yet reached self -realization :) .Im still the same old me,who enjoys good food . Most of my vasanas have been removed, but Im still a work in progress in the hands of the divine mother.My earlier blog about 2 energies existing is very relevant.I have realized that due to my depression, I became very weak.Weakness was mental,physical and emotional.The divine energy takes you out of suffering , while the other energy keeps you bound in your body with aches, pains, desires , lust, etc. ..I have realized that I am currently living because of Amma. If not for her divine energy, I would have died long ago. I am trying my best to be with amma. I attend all her bhajans, sit near her when she is giving darshan, go for prasad and satsangs.I have started experiencing a little of the peace associated with spirituality. Peace comes to me whenever I have prayed,sat near amma or just had darshan. Amma is the one who is keeping me under check. I have realized that if not for Amma, I would have been seeing demons and ghosts.I feel that we are kept protected by boundaries which are keeping us from seeing the real world.Self Realization happens when those boundaries are removed and you see the reality. Thats my opinion.This is what is true.What we see is maya right now. The whole world lives in this maya, except Amma.
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