I have restarted work at E-Learning research labs. I am still on medication , but now I feel a certain confidence that amma is with me.I dont have to feel bad.just have to flow with the tide.If you resist, you get caught up in it. Resistance is futile. Just go with the flow. This is ammas way of removing our ego. she is in control of everything. the hardest part for me is acceptance and surrender. when i feel i have been insulted or wronged, my ego shoots up . there is no control of senses or body then. the ego takes over. that is the real test. when you have been wronged.you have to stand up for yourself,but your ego takes over , from that point onwards.nothing can be kept in check.i wonder how amma would react to such a situation. i would love to know how to handle such a situation properly.