Thought that I will continue my blog. Well, im still here continuing my life, with Amma leading the way. A question just popped up in my mind. Well, what happens to people who have lost control over their lives? They become addicted, and a negative spiral develops which pushes them further and further down the spiral. They end up dead, or scarred/disabled or if help exists , they go into rehab.Now coming back to me, I realize that I am living a dream life. I was addicted for a while, (when I was in the U.S.) to alcohol and smoke. The main addictions were to porn and money. This got me into a negative spiral and I ended up depressed. Now I can safely say that all my addictions , beside the addictions to food and sound sleep is over. Yes, I still love money , but that can also be eradicated with Amma's help. I'm not rich.I'm not poor either. But I have to work . I dont earn much , but I lead a contented life.This is because of Amma's grace.She is showing me the way. So I can safely say I have started my life as an Amma devotee.If she can do this to me, I am sure she can make wonders happen. So Im not letting go. I am going to cling on to her ,Not letting go.
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
No comments:
Post a Comment