Monday, March 30, 2015

Hic....Hic.....Hurray !

My heading for the blog isnt in anyway connected to alcohol as I have completely given up drinking.Some thoughts are flowing in my head and im trying to put thoughts to words.I might not have mentioned it before , but I have a lot of thoughts which I cannot  put on paper.People are very self-centered nowadays. They judge others as they think is appropriate and they act as though they have right to judge others.I dont know why people are so petty and self-centered. Maybe they could have been ok if they werent that self-occupied about themselves.maybe they are not aware. This could be the case. They are ignorant .I have been through trials where people want their ideas projected towards the public and want your thoughts and feelings hidden. I have experienced this first hand.The only reason for living in this place is Amma. She is the only saving grace.Otherwise everything else is bullshit. The people, the atmosphere,the crowds, they are all out to get their selfish needs met. There is no thought about Amma or about spirituality.This is Kali-yuga. Man is more like an animal then a mahatma.He bows to get his base instincts satisfied than look for a way towards spiritual enlightenment.I am also like that.But the difference is that I am trying to break free from my baser instincts and look towards a higher goal i.e. spiritual enlightenment.Here trying is the keyword.I do have baser instincts which I tend to satisfy but the higher instincts keep pulling me upwards.Besides that I find it very difficult to deal with people who r interested in getting their baser needs met.

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