Howdy folks,
I heard that everyone has freedom of expression, but doesnt that end somewhere? If you have freedom of expression and you express hate, dont you think that is wrong.? Freedom of expression , should have limitations. I just cannot express hate and anger at anyone , that is wrong. There should be limits. Some guy in france got killed over a comic strip. I know this news is old, but that brings to the forefront , what I was just writing.See guys, I dont have anything much to write,so Im just bringing in this news to write about it.What do I really want? I dont know guys. The problem is I have changed , and now im stuck in between 2 points. One point is the materialistic world, with the main attraction being money,power and women. The other point is the spiritualistic world. Over there I see Amma. Unconditional love, limitless compassion, boundless humility and everything else. Now I am in between.I oscillate towards the spiritualitic world, but what happens is that I am oscillating and once I have a fair share of the spiritualistic world (or God) , then I oscillate towards the material world, (the "Other" side). The spiritual world makes life better. Lesser desires.No craving for money.Contentment, peace,calm,happiness in small things etc. Then when I go to the materialistic world , things change. Women,wine,money, etc. There is no end to this and more addictions. Women, money , power craving have been reduced to almost zero. . But I still have one big craving and that is food. I dont know how to deal with that.Whether its spirituality or materialistic comforts , I cannot give up on food. That is my only vasana and I dont know how to deal with it.Im just believing in Amma and taking it one step at a time regarding food. There is a lot of people who get carried away with different ideas about spirituality . But the truth is only revealed to the true seeker. One thing I have learnt so far. Spiritual awakening is not about acquiring a new tool or gadget or making yourself understand something that has been recently acquired. Its about removing all the muck u have collected over all these lifetimes. The spiritual life comes down to those who dont have any ego. That is the most beautiful aspect of spirituality. Somewhere it was written , its not what you learn.Its what you unlearn.This can only happen in front of a real guru . And Amma is a satguru , among many other things.
I heard that everyone has freedom of expression, but doesnt that end somewhere? If you have freedom of expression and you express hate, dont you think that is wrong.? Freedom of expression , should have limitations. I just cannot express hate and anger at anyone , that is wrong. There should be limits. Some guy in france got killed over a comic strip. I know this news is old, but that brings to the forefront , what I was just writing.See guys, I dont have anything much to write,so Im just bringing in this news to write about it.What do I really want? I dont know guys. The problem is I have changed , and now im stuck in between 2 points. One point is the materialistic world, with the main attraction being money,power and women. The other point is the spiritualistic world. Over there I see Amma. Unconditional love, limitless compassion, boundless humility and everything else. Now I am in between.I oscillate towards the spiritualitic world, but what happens is that I am oscillating and once I have a fair share of the spiritualistic world (or God) , then I oscillate towards the material world, (the "Other" side). The spiritual world makes life better. Lesser desires.No craving for money.Contentment, peace,calm,happiness in small things etc. Then when I go to the materialistic world , things change. Women,wine,money, etc. There is no end to this and more addictions. Women, money , power craving have been reduced to almost zero. . But I still have one big craving and that is food. I dont know how to deal with that.Whether its spirituality or materialistic comforts , I cannot give up on food. That is my only vasana and I dont know how to deal with it.Im just believing in Amma and taking it one step at a time regarding food. There is a lot of people who get carried away with different ideas about spirituality . But the truth is only revealed to the true seeker. One thing I have learnt so far. Spiritual awakening is not about acquiring a new tool or gadget or making yourself understand something that has been recently acquired. Its about removing all the muck u have collected over all these lifetimes. The spiritual life comes down to those who dont have any ego. That is the most beautiful aspect of spirituality. Somewhere it was written , its not what you learn.Its what you unlearn.This can only happen in front of a real guru . And Amma is a satguru , among many other things.
No comments:
Post a Comment